Understanding love...

You need someone who shares your views, someone whom you can talk to happily, not someone whom you don't see eye to eye with all the time, not one whom you have to get upset with every other day. You definitely dont need someone "because there is no one [you] rather spend the rest of [your] life with".

Life is easier for us this way.

Sometimes, love isn't that easy, and love is not something that cannot be found, that cannot be earned. It is not as easy as "oh I love you and you love me. Let's get together!" Sometimes, love is not all that fantasy.

But love is simple, love is sweet. Simply just someone who thinks the way you do, someone who believes in the same things as you do. Love can be earned from scratch, from nothing, and from a simple friendship. It is just a matter of whether you can accept the person to enter into your life story, just a matter of time.

天時人和地利。

It is just a simple thing, not as complicated as it seems.

Relationship.

Just simply someone who can share my views, someone whom I can talk to easily, someone whom I can live with. Not someone who keeps trying to give me "what I want", someone who keeps trying to bear with me, sone one who tries so hard to understand me.

Hahaha now I seem to have four levels of privacy:
My diary, the highest level of privacy;
Blog;
Twitter;
Facebook, lowest level of privacy.

Wow.

Finding my friendships again.

It never felt so good to have friends, or at least a friend who care, a friend who shares the same thoughts as you. Right now, I can easily name out the friends I have and I am not going to make the mistake of neglecting my friends when I'm in a rs in the future.

Last night, or this morning before dawn, I had a great chat with an old friend whom I have not seen for one year? Two years? Whatever it is, it feels so good to have a friend. It was the first time I was on the phone with him ever since I knew him, because basically I don't really know him well. I'm glad he was bored yesterday such that we made this conversation possible. It didnt matter even if we chatted because he was bored. It didn't matter even if we chatted because he is into the habit of sleeping late due to work. What matters was how much it brought me to how it feels to be single.

Im alive!

Gonna make it an effort for certain friends :)

很痛很痛，痛到已經毫無知覺。

friendships and relationships.

i used to believe that when you share your happiness, it is doubled, and when you share your burden it is halved. but recently, i am beginning to believe in otherwise. and i really got to thank wj who brought it up to me, loud and clear, so i would stop bothering all my friends with all my rs problems. im really sorry about that.
and i really really am grateful for those who have put up with me all these while, and especially yang, even though you dont know i have a blog. thank you for being such a wonderful friend even though i dont really really know you. thank you so much for coming down to my house to talk to me when i was so wrecked last year. thank you for insisting to come over to give me something to make me happy. i am really really fortunate to have met someone like you.

today, i broke the final straw. yes, the final straw.

im tired of explaining things to you. say all you want. i dont wish to explain myself to you anymore. call me unreasonable, or whatever, i dont care. i am really really tired of all these effort i make to explain to you and then you just continue arguing your way through.

thank you for the happy times. this will be over soon. i will get over it. dont worry, my friends (who actually care).

why sho shag?

school after chinese new year has been so so so so tiring, eating away my life once and again. i guess i cant live till 100 already. hahaha.

when i cant let go, i worry.
when i start to feel that im letting go, i worry.

Feels so sucky to realise, all of a sudden, what I had been doing. I am really really so sorry to everyone. Fy, sometimes you got to realise, not everyone shares your view of "a problem shared is halved". Sometimes, you really got to tank all your trouble yourself.

I'm glad I realised this.

Hope I'm not too late.

I'm really sorry to everyone. I will become a better person.

Fy, know your limits. Don't go overboard. There is a limit to things you can do, things you should do.

No more ink.

為甚麼我需要找別人來填補我的心？
我的心 不就屬於你的嗎？

我並不傷心，只是想要開心。

:)

A smile a day.

為甚麼我想要得到一個簡單快樂的生活也那麼難？：，（

如果你不能对我好一辈子，请你不要对我好，哪怕只是一秒钟；如果你不能骗我一辈子，请你不要骗我，哪怕只是一个字；如果你不能爱我一辈子，请你不要爱我，哪怕只是一瞬间。

I GOT DG9005 ZOMGGG

look at the title! haha. and the process i went through to get it was, hmmmm, quite interesting hahaha.

so anyway we had the first lesson today and i hope i will be able to make it through ._. i cant sing english songs zomg i dont have a strong and powerful voice to stunnnnnnn everybody zomggggggg. and i think i damaged my vocal cords when i shouted at the top of my voice in vietnam ._______. double zomggggggggggggggggggg.

Everyone is so scary :(

Last six days in Vietnam.

越是努力拽模
越是搞不懂
只好慢慢承認
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